Darkness of Death

by Machine Elvis

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1.
Welcome to the darkness of death Let me be the first to warm you Stronger than mothers love We are one, we are everything Could you reach through a hole in the air Feel around for some evidence of an alternative you Aren't you scared What is this Overthink, understand? Overthought, understood. Were you here long before your first breath In the consciousness metropolis that fades in and out Make your wave Fan your flame And you will shine like gold when you're received And the sound of your name will be pouring down rain Rest your doubt Lay your head down
2.
Golden Arrow 04:03
Somewhere down below There's a road I never crossed Paved with broken things, I clipped my wings So I would not get lost Sleep won't you funnel me in like water Let me dream of another life Even the comfort of home makes me feel alone But when it's gone you just want it back Oh why do you still call Haven't you seen enough Too little, too late to believe in fate Make of this diamonds or waste your time All golden arrows light the way I myself prefer To bury my eyes in the nerves inside And walk the other way Oh I won't live in regret on repeat Being human just hurts sometimes The choices we make are all just mistakes That dissolve in the ocean of time
3.
The city lights seem to blink your name, it's all that i can see I remember everything that you did for me But I'm scared one day I'll forget your voice What if I grow up one day and replace the shape of your smile I'm tired of all this noise in my head So turn off the radio We can listen to the sound of the road And the part of me that you changed when we met Deep in my chest, where you breathe, won't forget I will carry you in every inch of me And now the somber song of the tires Is turned up all the way Drowning the mixtape of unspoken words I never got to say Now that life has left us waiting for you It's all i can do, it's all i can do My god it's been the same song since you left So turn off the radio We can listen to the sound of the road And the part of me that you changed when we met Deep in my chest, where you breathe, won't forget I will carry you in every song i sing And from the clouds coming down from the sky Rain ancient songs of feelings received From the maker to the first man From my mother to me Our hands were tied together when we crawled out of the sea I feel it all Like you're still tied to me After the few short years we were here together I just can't help but write you in from time to time It changed everyone when you left us all In case you're wondering I think we're doing fine But we still feel it all Like you're still tied to us We feel it all
4.
Animals Wait 04:41
Sometimes I remember all the ghosts we kept inside Like the burning bush, the cancer spread But no one seemed to die In the house where you made me believe That in love and light Often grace will fade away Plastic on the windows to keep out the cold I let you wear my sweater and you tossed it in the snow I was seventeen back then I've been stuck there ever since So hang a noose around the part of my Brain that makes new memories The old ones will do, the old ones will do I'm casting my heart into the deepest, darkest ocean Where the animals wait With god-given patience for Romance gone wrong and nostalgic men like me To give up and let go And fall into the sea There's a payphone on the corner of the street where we lived Some punk kids hang upside down every chance they get If you ever need someone to call you I remember everything So hang a noose around the part of my Brain that makes new memories The old ones will do, the old ones will do I'm casting my heart into the deepest, darkest ocean Where the animals wait With god-given patience for Romance gone wrong and nostalgic men like me To give up and let go And fall into the sea
5.
How long can I lay here tonight Stare out the window, turn down the light Lock the door, pretend I'm not home anymore Darling, I used to believe That every man held his own keys That was ages ago when i'd believe anything Now I take out my gaze on the ceiling Send my roots through the carpet I'll be here a while Where there are dangerous levels of Not giving a shit anymore Do you ever feel like calling Can you still feel my arms at night Did the wind blow colder this October Than you remember in all your life Not every man can admit it When what fills his heart is doubt And how most things are empty Here in a world without How long can you stay here tonight Gone in a flash or for the rest of your life Turn the candle upside down love And dream with me I was born in the winter 1989 The snow greeted me warmly In my new mother's arms Cut my teeth in the cold You'd think I'd be used to the storm Now I comb through old notebooks for the right words But when nothing goes in Nothing comes out of this round wooden box Catalyst for my thoughts So do you ever feel just like crying When you think that you're finally alright Do you wonder if the weather will ever get better Than it was on that fourth of July Not every man can admit it When he should turn himself around Or be stuck here wandering all alone love Here in a world without
6.
Second Self 04:29
Maybe when I'm older and it matters less I'll grow out of this existential angst And if I wasn't saved at such a young, young age I'd have learned to fight, to swim, to be a little more brave Youngster you are wise To fight for your friends and fall in love With whoever shows up first You'll have your day And the sun will set You can put on that suit and tie when the fire burns out We are a steady stream headed south to the sea We are full of life when we're told to be A little light in the darkest room can make it warmer than it looks But in this town just sticking around Is the coldest trick in the book And I could never stay As long as you needed me I was born to leave Though the world may disagree What good are dreams that you can't trust What makes a happy home but the fear of losing touch We get lost from time to time Born with the wind kicking stones in our eyes I'll be right here when the storm dies down Dump out my hat, let the clouds roll out And bury my knees in the ground I will be made whole On my next trip around the sun It won't hurt at all When all is said and done Next year we'll feel right we'll feel figured out Next year when we change into ourselves I used to always dream about how lovely it would be To simply be no more, feed the earth with parts of me But I stopped falling for ten years ago today So next year when I'm stronger I should be ok
7.
Moonlight 04:37
Find yourself a seat, the moon is coming up So much to see, so little time So I saved you a seat next to me Breathe in nice and deep Think of everything you love Hold it all in your hands or close to your heart Just don't uproot what keeps you alive We are drifting islands Here in body from time to time We were two ships in the night Keeping company, passing by Find yourself a seat, the moon is coming up If we can't share the bed we can still share the room Just make sure you have a good view Sing yourself to sleep Fill in the bark that we carved from the tree Put the tools in your hands, take out the trash When I was a bird I saw you glowing red And all consuming fire Hanging on your breath
8.
I'm fine, I'm just tired I'm lost and I don't care Tonight I felt my soul shake like the ocean's breaking free I'm breathing fire I'm on my knees All these corn cobs and watermelon rinds Were piled up high and pitched into the treeline We grew up thinking it was right And now the creatures of the night Can't eat the problems in our lives Oh what will happen to us When the government comes with their guns Can I trust them to kill me first or will I have to watch I still have a little bit of time To get back on your good side And if I wanted it bad enough You'd think I might change And I swear to god There are bolts rattling inside my chest It's been that way for years I can't be as lonely as I feel
9.
Questions 04:42
Where do thoughts go when they die? Hang on to one and see Just ask any one man He'll tell you mirrors of the truth This side of me looks just like you Are you wandering? Do you wonder If you'll ever remember what you came in here for? What does it mean to be afraid? What are those colors in your name? Am I insane? Are these things that the preacher could touch on today? Are you struggling? Are you suffering? Are you love? Are you all of these things All rolled up into one? What if we stand up? What if we reach out? When will you just let go?

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released November 11, 2017

Written and recorded by Brent Knight
Mastering - John Johnston
Artwork - Tom Eaker

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